I Just Want to Set the World on Fire!

I don't want to start a flame in your heart.. I just want to set the world on fire!

The above quote has really been like a realization for me.
I don't need you or your love person I seek for day in and day out, hour after hour, night after lonely seemingly endless night... I just need to live in my world and set it aflame with me.

Honestly
I really don't think it'll ever happen.
Right now I feel for the most part society rejects me and I am somehow marked with a big fat red mark on my forehead stating that I am forever broken.
I am somehow mishandled and abused freight; damaged goods.

And you know what?
I really don't think I am all that bad but
I
Guess
I
Am
.
But everyday I will strive to change this impression. I am ME that's all I can be. I honestly don't know what else to do.

There is so much I want that I can have.
There is all that I wan to be; & I know I can do it.
I
Am
Going
To
Be
Somebody: good
Somebody: to be proud of.
&& I hope they approve.