Thursday, August 26, 2010

Writers Block

I have absolutely no idea what I am going to fill the virtual pages of this blog. It all seems like crap to me. I have no reason to write. I have no vision. I have no goals. I have no ambition for this project. I have looked and read others blogs. They all seem like they know where they are going. They all have a cause, they all have a reason. Then there is me.

This is kind of how it is for me in real life. I am surrounded by people who all have places to go and actions they need to complete before the day ends. I have one responsibility and that is: go to work.

My mother is right when she says a girl my age should not have to worry about bills and rent; I should be at home, living the easy life, just going to school. Once school is done, yes THAT is the time to venture from home and worry and scramble in the rat race we call life.

But what then?
What will I do when I want to do so many things in my life and I no longer have free time to finish them. I can no longer fit into my busy schedule time to sit and enjoy what life and this world have to offer.

The World has gone to shit
yes! We all know that.We as a human race, as a living body  of breathing and thinking we all can see the World is not safe. That does not mean in hidden corners of houses, in abandoned allies of cities, in decrepit gardens of small towns, there is still not beauty and happiness to be unearthed and discovered once again. I have felt it. I have experienced it. I have seen it. 

But now Summer heat is creeping its way in, making its last final bow in the wake of Falls waves, and I must go in from its angry vibrations.